Cursing right now...

I don't know if i'm so unlucky when it comes to my feet. For some reason all of my problems deal with my feet or legs. This morning, I woke up with a burning sensation of a scratch (minor cut) don't even know how I got it, I wore pajama's and long socks last night so there is no way i'd get hurt or cut at all, and as far as i'm concerned I know i didn't hurt myself, obviously my feet is really sensitive don't even know why, get bruises out of nowhere and cuts. To make it worst, I've been standing for 2 hours wearing really tight JROTC shoes so my toes are really killing me right now. Walked 30 minutes back and forth from school to bowling so i'm really tired and to make it worst I think my vain in my left foot is swollen because i dropped something heavy and now it's bumpy, dark green mark like a squished vain (gross). My feet hurts right now, so i'm cussing every time I have to use my feet...

That feeling...

That feeling when you feel like that person hates you and you don't know the reason why. I just get annoyed with the way they look at you, I'm like "I'm not bothering you so don't give me that nasty look" in my head ready to scream it out in their face. It's the same feeling that makes me disappointed like today, high expectations would always lead to disappointment eventually...

Waking up at the right moment

I'm a heavy sleeper, I cant wake myself up early in the morning for school. Fell asleep an hour ago, and woke up remembering I forgot I was using my Ipod and now its low battery. If I hadn't waken up then I'd end up forgetting to charge it and wont have anything to pass my time with tomorrow. :) Night everyone, I'm going back to sleep now.

NAME

I never valued my name before. It was typical no matter what way you say it be it wrong or right I always knew people were referring to me by just how they said it. It's not special it's common. I was content hearing it in various ways. But hearing it from that one person just made my day, the way that person said it somehow made me happy hearing my name. That feeling when that person actually notices you and hearing that person alone saying your name in his way just makes you happy you didn't care how others said it and only how that person said it because that person was special to you. I loved hearing you saying my name, and that by far was one of my favorite name pronunciation even if some people had said it that way. You alone saying it, is enough. You alone is the only person whom I liked my name being called by.

Socks :3

Since I really got sensitive feet it's mandatory for me to wear socks in the night. I kinda like wearing socks in the night than the day, I hate wearing shoes because sweating makes me feel uncomfortable. Since it's cold and the room is air conditioned I don't mind. I just love wearing socks... they're so cute especially when guys think you're cute wearing them. For me socks are my feet's best friend, since I hate wearing open toe shoes it also keeps my prizes baby cute feet it's original color (since I was born a white baby, but since I go out in the sun a lot I have a major tan issue) it helps hide my feet out in the ultraviolet waves. Socks/Stockings are fun to play with, since i'm in an island, a dot in the map we barely experience snow, and unlike the states or Japan for example we don't wear uniform, which sucks coz I really want to wear school girl uniforms I just love seeing high ankle socks. Cute socks are awesome too, brings out the innocent side of girls like me. A guy commented once that my hello kitty socks were cute. Hehe.

Growing Pains & Foot Cramps

Ever experienced Growing Pains? Foot Cramps? Experienced it for 2 nights now... When I was young I used to wake up in the middle of the night crying because my leg/foot hurts. The only one who could make it go away was mom and dad, the power of love <3. It's been years since I had Growing pains (besides foot cramps after not exercising for a long time) not fun especially since it keeps me up late and disturbing my peaceful sleep. I missed it when mom and dad would touch it and make it disappear like magic, last night wasn't one of my lucky ones since "I'm a big kid now" (laughing at that jingle) and massaging it myself wasn't even helping at all. After curling up and sobbing myself to sleep I eventually fell asleep and forgot about that pain. Now I got foot cramps :( Stupid sensitive feet. My feet aren't used to cold places so it cramps up a lot unless I wear socks or wrap a blanket around it at night. Foot pains can really be a pain, cant let you sleep in the night... how bothersome.